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It’s been more than a year since our two-year teenage romance Ended. I had known and been best friends with him since I was 8. Just after I turned 13 he finally asked me out after dating my best friend for a year prior to that. He was my first kiss and my first love. He broke it off to ask out someone we had both sworn he hated years earlier. He promised we’d stay friends forever, that he’d keep in touch and we would still hang out. He said I deserved someone who was better, who lived closer to me and that would love me as much as he once had. So just before I turned 15 he broke my heart and left me sobbing alone on a hill by a lake. He took a part of me that can never be replaced. When I am alone I can convince myself that I am healed…the I am ok. But I saw him recently, it is not the first time I have seen him since he dumped me, but this time he wasn’t alone. This time he was wrapped around another red-head. He held her the way he used to hold me, looked at her with a gaze he reserved for me, Kissed he with lips that used to belong to ME. I am 16 years old, my heart has been broken and I am certain that I will never love anyone the way I loved him. I walk around feeling as though people can see that I am crushed…I feel like anyone would notice and take pit on the girl with a stolen heart…but no one notices, or maybe no one cares. And….as melodramatic as it may seem, I have an aching feeling inside that tells me I will never find love, that no one else is capable of loving an ugly, pimple pocked, fat, plain, country girl…It’s been a year and a half…I am still as broken inside as the day he left.
i’m tired of being the one with one-sided love.
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